30/9

I'm too easy to like someone . When i get care from you , den i'll like u . Now only i realise dat dis is a stupid fact n i'm gonna change it . If i had a chance to choose , i'll choose carefully n make sure dat i'm not hurt anymore .

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Sometimes i don't really like to online in de same time with u especially facebook . Although the things dat is stated there is not true but i'm still sensitive on it . This i can't change cause is my attitude . I just can learn to bare on dat matter . That's all i can do but i don't really know how long i can bare on dat matter . Mayb 1 day i lose control n i'll say somthing dat i wouldn't say . Sometimes , u don't really know how to think bout it or u don't really get wat i mean or wat i wan . Is hard to tell u straight forward unless u're having a different relation wip me . Sometimes i don't really know why ur friends is different from u . Mayb u still can't think over it or u can think but u just ignore it . Argh . Don't really wanna continue to blog bout it .If not i wouldn't know wat i would write more .

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p/s:

wishing there's changes

dont wish anyone to tell anyone else

dont ask me after u c dis blog

27/9

I prefer nothing than there's something .

Am i too sensitive?

There's something dat i always wonder bout it

I suspect something but i aint sure

Doesn't know who to tell

cause i nid advise after telling dat person

I hate my phone

I hate my results

I hate today.

FUCK THE DAY!!!!!

p/s:

if there's fate between us , there u'll always belongs to me

dont always ask me whether i'm happy or not

dont do the things dat i dont like or even ask me wat is it .

Vest

Parents had work at night . My sis went to her friend's party . I'm alone at home but i went out wip khai ma . Hear she mumble for something . Later on go parade kopitiam for our dinner . Walk around after dinner . She bought me a vest . Whee~ At last i had a vest . Mayb my next target is either boots or high heels or canvas shoe . All i know is i nid a shoe now . Ohh ya , i like a perfume smell recently . Inspired by SECRET WISH . Remember , is secret wish . Perfume generics for her .

Yesterday went to kelly's house in de morning . Den meet up wip bie . When he went to da gei , den i accompany cherie walk around to find clothes . After buying hers , i did found one for myself too . Later on walk wip bie a while . His friends so funny la . Fei mao so cute when he was acting on doing something . Hehe . Went bowling wip bie while waiting for kelly . When kelly was here , walk wip her den meet up wip jackson n baoxin . At night , her bro fetch us to her house . At nel say got go clubbing . I was happy because nel got go dat means bie also can go . When i was in kelly's house playing cards wip them , suddenly bie called up . I pick up n he told me dat he din go clubbing . I was dull dat time . I just say orhh den close de phone n continue play cards . Haix . Disappointed . Went kopitiam at 9 something . Saw adriann , calvin n desmond . After eating , went to a boutique . Saw a lot of dress n shoes but not afford to buy =( Went barroom . At 1st there was less ppl cause it's raining . Den saw munyee n jiamoon . No longer jeean came wip adam to giv kelly a surprise . She was so happy until her tears roll down . Happy seii leii laa . Drink 3 bottles n a 'pop' . Not drunk at all . Ishh!!! Next time should have call more . Only took few pics wip kelly.

Maths paper was the paper dat i did not sleep cause i've no time to finish it :D After exam den went home n rest . Later on continue my maths tuition . At night had my dinner wip my god ma at moon river where i use to go every friday last time . Dinner over , went to tesco to buy my favourite ice-cream which is peppermint D; too bad , there's no more . sobxx . Someone told me dat he's not my boy for long for there's some reasons . After i heard dat , my heart said "that's true" . Ohh well , just let everything be natural . I dont like to change things .

3rd day of trial

Having history paper 2 n moral =D woke up at 3am . Did study but just for a moment . Is just like around 40 minutes . Later on fall asleep back . When i'm in the canyon cottage , most of them is reading history cause dat's de 1st paper but i ignore history cause i know i will fail so i just memorize my moral defination . When i open the history question paper , i feel like crying cause wat i read n there it is but just for a question . =) at least i know one cause usually i don't even know how to answer one of de question . Proud . Hehe . Moral paper was just ok for me cause i memorize bidang 1 defination onli . Today i found dat i was wrong from wat i'm thinking . Is just dat i put myself aside . Sorry to say dat . =D

Trial 2

Today having english n history paper 1 . English , i did the essay which is question e . I enjoy doing dat essay cause i use the word money as a dog name . I was wondering wat would my english teacher do to me when she saw my essay?? tear it off or just write ' out of title' . Hehe . After exam went to yf wip kelly . Den meet up wip bie . Later on went to libabry . Really enjoy the moment wip them cause they make me laugh a lot n also make me pai seh =.= After dat chun toi [ sorry forget ur name ] fetch me back to daddie's office . Play texas at there . After dat went home . Help mom wip those praying stuff . While folding the praying stuff , i enjoy reading my history . I felt like is much more easier to get all the info into my mind when i was folding those stuff . Unfortunately , there's only left a few .

Trial 1

Trial starts today . BM1 n BM2 . My gosh , i did not write enough words for my paper 1 , part B . My mind was empty for those questions . After i finish , i slept for few minutes . When i wake up , there's still 30minutes left n i just manage to correct up my part A n yet my part B is not having enough words . Will teacher ignore my paper? Sobx . Dunno whether i can manage to get wat i wan or not . I wish i could . *please* . During recess , she smiled to me . After dat , i saw her in the canyon cottage n she said wan to held a party in my house . I was like "wat??again??could i just say i wanna go clubbing n i dont wanna hav party or held de party at ur house laa " but den de bell helped me to anwer her which is "exam time , line up n go into de hall " . There goes my answer . =D