My semester break

During study week, i tried to touch my book but i failed cause everytime when i did so then my eyes will close off. I'm kinda worry about it and last few days, when i get to know my coursework marks, i got a bit sad but people told me that my marks is not consider bad. Maybe i'm aiming too high or i'm disappointing myself? However, i must satisfied with it cause i never really get serious to study hard and i'm just playing around all the time. There's a last chance to change everything and it is final, i want to try my best to achieve what i can.

Well, first i'm happy that my parents officially allows me to get into relationship and they like the guy as well. Is this consider as the first time for them to support that i'm in relationship or maybe they just want to prove that i'm in love with opposite sex of mine? That's what my sis told my mom when i had a friend is in love with the same sex. Anyway, i do not need to make up stories to go out with my love one. Love these days

Currently addicted to play maple with the new character, mechanic. Damage quite high and i love to see when it hits an amount of monster at once. Also addicted to learn something new and today was my first lesson for it ^^ . I enjoy my sem break this time. Thanks Adriann

i love pictures.

Pictures really keeps a lot of memory between you and your close one.
Looking back at those old pictures, remind me a lot of things.
Reminds me of my high school life was so fun more than college.
Seriously if i know the road in college will be more tough than high school
I will rather choose to be in high school
Since i had make the decision, there is no way return back
Look forward, put down everything that had pass
Yet, if there's a genie gave me a wish
then i will wish back to the past and not future yet
i want to recorrect everything of mine.

Recall the past

Today is a day to recall the past. Started to cook again and ate till the stomach cannot fit in anymore food like last time. Later on had tea with seniors right after dinner. Talked about the past, recall the mistake, recall the stubbornness , recall everything. Alot of misunderstanding between people. The way they talk, the way they think, the way they act is all wrong and always stays in the negative side which lead them to make misunderstood. After all these mistakes, there are no friends anymore. No matter how close each other was last time, it will never happen again because of a mistake and misunderstanding. What a realistic world nowadays. Sorry won't help for anything but it will just send you back a word which is forgiveness. Forgive and change everything to normal. Friends in this world is not much because everyone will have the end of the day anytime. Thus, appreciate everyone around you and try to recall back the things that you had done before you put the blame on them (: