It had been a happy month and moment with you guys. Going out all the time, texting each other and creating activities to make the time pass. I really love to watch movies especially after classes. These days make me happy and yet sometimes boring. Things change when you know something. Sometimes, I don't really know how to act. I don't really know why I do feel guilty when I put myself back into the right place. These feelings keep bothering me for a long time and I don't know who to share with. I want to share with someone who does not know anyone that involves. But I could not find someone suitable to talk with. Until things happen last night, i tot he was the one i can talk to but end up, i feel sad when i'm talking to someone who i should not on this kind of incident. Never put a blame on him but my heart feel pains when i get those replies. Why am i having this kind of feeling? Don't tell me what i'm thinking right now is accurate. The first time, my tears fall for him.
