30/10

Hang out de whole day wip miko , cherie , kelly , adriann , hoi meng n desmond

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30/10

I'm happy :D

Bro came back in de morning

New phone . Tvmobile

l0ls . kinda funny to hear de name

but it looks quite ok

I ask dad whether i can get a job dat i wan or not

n he did say yes n ask me to interview 1st

waa . i was like so happy

sorry bee , if i get de job den i cannot accompany u to genting

but i'll be in genting =D

now i'm waiting for my friends answer

i wish they could go on sat n de interview success

Whee can go KL dis sat if they could go too

Need settlement

Let's state de problems here n do help me to settle it .

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1. I wanna work in genting's casino after SPM . I asked my parents last night n they ask me whether my age is allow to do so or not . I answered dat yes cause my friends went interview for it n they pass . But my parents were like sending those worrying faces to my mind . So i conclude it as 50% can 50% cannot cause last time they don't even allow me to work in ipoh but they allow my sis . My friends said dat cause my parents dun wan me to work but wan me to study for my future . I think dat's wat they're thinking n no worries . I won't make u all dissappointed . I'll at least get 3A's n above . I'll try my best . Bee , do support me :D

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2. Treating someone good does send wrong message to them . If you don't wanna send a wrong message to someone , please don't treat them extremely good cause they might think wrong . From wat L had told her friends , they conclude dat M but L can feel dat for sometimes n sometimes L felt dat they're just friend cause M loves to flirt around so is very hard for L to catch M's mind . L did plan before to ignore n just get a simple relation but sometimes when L starts to let it go , for sure M will find her n L would get de wrong message again n her hearts will never let it go [ kesian L ] . Now wat should L do?

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3. My gosh . I hope the god will bless me as to pass my exams . Like wat i've mention on de 1st problem , i must get at least 3A's but i'm not starting to study at all . Everytime when i open my book , problem 1 n 2 will come to me . It just hang around my mind . When i can't stand for it , i cried n slept cause is like a wondering ghost doesn't stop bothering u when u felt like doing something . I wish to study but i love to do it in school . When i'm in school , dat's de best place for me to study but there're also a lot of stuff distract me . At home when i wanna study , suddenly i'll think of my facebook . Currently need money in ffs n wanna chase lv in cafe world n even for sudoku . Jish~ TOO DISTRACTING ME . I wish both of de computer in my house will spoil until my SPM comes but don't really spoil until dat expensive cause my heart is paining when i c my dad pay for the spoil-ness of de computer . I rather he giv it to me xD

29/10

Did not went to school today cause there's a lot of things stuck inside my mind . I wanna clear it but i don't really know how to do so . I felt dat there's something uneasy will happen but i don't really know wat is it . ARGHHH!!!!! My gosh , i had nightmare last night . I still can remember it . Is related to someone . I also can't believe dat someone exist in my dream . Whee but when the part is very sweet , suddenly mom woke me up n ask me why did not went to school . Arghh , i start to ignore her n continue sleep den she wanna use de mini mirror n she woke me up again cause she does not know how to place it properly so i helped her n slept back n wish to continue de dream but it's gone T__________T . Around 10 something , i was awake by the stupid digi message . It expired today T________T [seong sum ]

27/10

Bla bla bla . Today just passed fast . I love it cause i can't wait till tuesday . Whee~ Ohh well . Today i learn something new dat's be patient in everything . Alright then i'll be patient for it . Won't think bout anythings else dee . First of all is to get myself into the study world . Now just left 2 weeks to catch up everything . Phew . Terrible n scare . Hope dat i can get A's for my aiming subjects since i'll get reward from those subjects . I wan X2 for it n an orange dell laptop .

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Don't look back

Don't look back
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Stop twisting yourself into a knot . Feeling scared and inadequate will hold you back. Worrying about making mistakes before you start is being defeatist . Set your mind on getting what you want , feel happy about living and take pride in what you achieve . Do not feed your insecurities with negative thoughts and dark feelings . Get a grip on yourself and take charge of your life .

26/10

Whee . Today went parade wip my sis n cherie . We bought de superman tee . [ super girl ] Den i pk dee cause bring RM50 nie . T_________T . After dat visit shortie . Waaa . I love his phone [ xperia ] . I played it for de whole day . Hou em seh dak leave de phone . Later on when i went home , i heard dat bro is coming back on tuesday . Yeaa . Can go out wip gor gor . Miss him so much . I also heard dat there's something else dat i'll be happy when i get it . Fuiyoh . Curious wanna know laa . >.<>n
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xperia [ x1 ]

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apple iphone 3Gs

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27/10

i love darl ~

17/10

Whee . Last night parents not at home

Can use de car cause they left de car at home .

Wakaka . Fetch sis to tt around 4 something

Later on went home n bath

At 1st plan to had dinner wip ling yew

But den they say got pizza at adriann's house

So rejected ling yew . sorry . haha

Fetch kelly to adriann's house

Waited for de pizza

Enjoy ourselves in his GEE'S ROOM

Whee~

I love dat gee's room .

Is so nice compare to KBOX laa .

Too bad i had to go back early if not i can enjoy myself loger at there ='(

16/10

Wake up at 8.00 am

Jogging wip cherie . kelly. adriann . desmond

Took breakfast at greentown

Went to desmond's house

Went home

Night went to work

Online [ happy for a short while ]

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16/10

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This dog is so cute .

I'm happy dat someone is gonna buy for me

Thanks but i can't take care of it anymore

Cause i can't even look after myself .

=)

13/10

I have to say sorry to miko cause i counted de wrong timing . On her day , i choose to be single . Sorry darling . Today can't wait till the bell ring. When it is 1pm , i felt like ponteng n go home cause there's no teacher for de last subject but i did not do so cause my classmates love to betray our own classmates . Dat's why i don't like my class . Mou chun doi [ memang cause they're girls xD ] . After school , quickly went home . Once i take a look on my phone , it was not wat i've expected . So i just throw it back on my bed den i went online . At 1st i saw something dat i was happy about cause ngek ngek ngek . Later on when i ask bout it , i felt disappointed because i was just dreaming alone all the moment . During tt , i was wondering will it be a surprise if suddenly i c dou him but when sir shouted out loud on de maths , wat i was wondering flew away T___T . Sim sim waited to fetch us to moonriver . Whee . No nid to walk . Kelian miko kena disumbat wip de mini tart . After dat v showed the real cake . She was happy cause she get her cake . Before dat i scolded her in tt n said dont wanna buy her any cake . Dat time she was dull n looks unhappy . When i reach home , i online. I feel dou so 'thum sum' when i c dou something . ARGH!!!!! Miss jor tim . sobxx . tak pe laa . Still got chance geh . Not to say i wanna go to hell also . Hehe . Tml makan sushi wip simsim . Whee~ i'm lovin it .

miko's birthday

Happy birthday MIKO .

wish u enjoy tonight .

ILOVEYOU,BITCH

3/10

I'm happy last night . At last i told de truth n he accept it without scolding me . I LOVE YOU MAN . He just said dat he's worry bout me cause i'm still underage . Wao . I never expect dat he'll said dat . Actually i felt guilty dat i'd cheated him for so long n i don't really know why i would had de braveness to tell him . Phew . When i wanna tell him dat time , my heart was like jumping out from my body . Lucky i told him dee n he said is okayy . WAOOOO . I'm damn happy at dat moment. Anyways , I STILL LOVE U SO MUCH DADDIE~

graduation night 2009

Graduation night 2009

will upload more pics soon