Monday, August 29, 2011

Problems

Everyone got their own problems so do i. People say, through problems we will grow more mature and stronger. After all, we must be able to get solutions for problems. If you fail to do so, you need to get up and make things right and not just sit there wait till someone solve it for you.

Here comes my problem that I can’t solve and don’t really dare to face it. Since there’s a lot of things happen through my college life, I can’t put everything into solution. I can let go of something easily which means there’s a torn still stuck and has not been totally remove. I know it isn’t easy to remove the torn but I’m looking for ways to remove it. No one knows how hard I feel that moment and it actually still remains. Telling others that I had totally let go of everything but it was just a lie to give myself an excuse to be like last time before things happen. Sometimes I do feel bad when I still keep these feelings inside me but I just don’t know what I should do.

Life is not easy to go through especially couple life. When you do not know how to talk problems with each other then you will not be able to survive longer or maintaining it will just make you keeps on suffer. Sometimes I do feel like want to go to a place and sit alone there make my mind empty. I just don’t want to think anything at that moment, just want to relax my mind. I just want to be like a girl who does not know anything but enjoys her life happy always like form 2 times. It was a memorable year that I had ever want to remain and stop my moments there.

Monday, August 1, 2011

Long Yue training

There was a training held in Melaka on 30th and  31st July but we make our journey at 29th July to Kota Damansara.

29th July
We gather in Mcd at 2.30pm before we start our journey. Guess what, i had a ride to Kota Damansara in a 4 wheel vehicle. That's can be consider as a wish that i always wanted to move on and i get to do so. After riding on it, i don't feel like sticking my button inside the 4-wheel for few more hours. Reached at 7-StarsHotel around 4 to 5pm. Get some rest and the toilet does not own a door except for a piece of plastic curtain. Dinner was taken at the hawker shop and followed by dessert in a few shops. Had a great night by learning more products info and webcam with Daniel's macbook
Comment : Did not really take dinner as i'm losing appetite

30th July
Head to Melaka in the morning under the rain. What a slow journey and lucky we're not late (: Situation around the resort was nice. We were placed to sit together in a round table which is very comfortable. The toilet is always full of people as Herbalife member loves to drink more water *keep it up*  Before dinner, gastric attacked. There was a speaker that i admire the most cause he made us laugh for the whole speech that he gave. When night time reached the tower, quickly make a cup of shake and my stomach feels better after an hour *thanks shake shake*
Comment : The place to stay was sucks because no plug is able to be use in our room but the bed was quite ok (:

31st July
Start to get active today as i get enough of rest and a cup of shake early in the morning. Took a lot of pictures and after the speech, it makes me set goals and i must make it success. My first goal is that i want to success before August ends.