DIE

OMG!! Tml is trial n yet i'm not even prepare for a single subject. Wat am i gonna get for my results? Wat will my parents do to me?? GOSH!!! 1st time never study for my exam . Someone prepare a coffin for me or anyone wanna join me to meet at KLCC [suicide] ??

I love bie .

Thanks to mun chun n carson .

Trial is just next Tuesday .

Good luck to all form 5 .

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i miss him

I MISS HIM SO MUCH =(

surprise from bie

I felt happy today . Bie gave me a surprise . Last night , he kept on ask me to online at 1.30pm in imax . Den dis morning , he kept on remind me to go to imax at 1.30pm but i went to imax at 1.45pm plus . Rush to parade after finish helping in the workshop . Gave back ccy her clothes n went to toilet to change my shirt . Ran to imax to online cause i'm late dee . When i'm at the counter there asking for a place , sinwai stand beside me . I was like whee , someone can accompany me . Later on he bring me to my place which is 47 . Suddenly , bie stand behind me . I was so happy because he told me dat his mom don't allow him to go out unless he take his undang exam n after trial exam . When i heard dat i felt sad but when i saw him today i was happy . Dont feel like letting him go when i hug him . iloveyou , bie . After dat went to kbox wit sinwai n his girl n friends . When i hug him , suddenly i cry but i didn't let them know . I don't really know why i cry but i know there's something dat i'm not happy with or i think back bout something else . Anyways , i'm really happy today n i wish the day wont end . I can felt dat i love him very much when i'm with him in parade today but when i went home n chat wit him bout something , i felt dat i dont really know how to handle our relation . Should i ask him more questions or just wait him tell me everything dat i wouldn't know .

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i miss him now

i wish the moment would stop when we're together

i don't wish to lose him

Should guys?

Hmm , few questions always come into my mind . Let's get some answers

for it .

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Should guys be the one to entertain their girl?

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Should guys giv a call to their girl everyweek?

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Should guys cheat their girls?

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Should guys make their girl unhappy?

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Should guys respect their girls?

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Should guys tolerate wit their girl?

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Should guys think of a way to make their girl feel happy all the time?

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Should guys put themself into de girl's shoe?

Trials coming

Study haven't start yet

Ate pizaa [ i wanted to do so very long ]

The next target is sushi

Wearing the lens dat my friend said "looks like a cat"

Having so much plan to hang out

Haven't decide whether taking up nursing course/bank management/accounting after SPM

Want to watch 'Orphan'

Feel like clubbing

Feel like piercing

Feel like tattoo-ing

Feel like dying my hair

Feel like looking at myself bleeding from my hand

i love hubbie

Went out wit hubbie

Everytime i went out wit him ,
I felt dat i love him very much
But when i text him on de phone ,

I just felt dat i love him sometimes

But sometime i dont

Anyways ,

I'm happy today

Thanks dear for giving me a lovely day .

I love u , hubbie

Him n her

Communication between both of them is getting bored

Less topics to chat since he always say no topic

She's sick of the same replies for every message

She doesn't really know how long she can stand for dis

The main point is listed here

• lack of concern
• lack of love
• lack of topics
• lack of communication
• lack of meetings
• lack of update herself on him

Heart broken

Aww , i bought de watch . Actually is Adam help me to buy it . After school , went home n cooked cheese spagetti . When i started to enjoy my lunch , there comes the post laju . I ran out to get my parcel from de man . Quickly , i open it to take a look at my parcel , i was like aww , so cute . The contact lens is in the mine glass . When i look at the colour , i was not really satisfied wit it . When i try to wear it . My gosh , it looks very fake . I feel like throwing away the contact lens . Later on Adam came to my house n gave me my watch . When i take a look at it , wao i love it but when i pull the thing to make the watch move , i was like argh!!!! The chronograph is fake . *heart broken* .