Vanilla Twilight

The stars lean down to kiss you

And I lie awake and miss you

Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

‘Cause I’ll doze off safe and soundly

But I’ll miss your arms around me

I’d send a postcard to you, dear

‘Cause I wish you were here

I’ll watch the night turn light-blue

But it’s not the same without you

Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn’t so bad

‘Til I look at my hands and feel sad

‘Cause the spaces between my fingers

Are right where yours fit perfectly

I’ll find repose in new ways

Though I haven’t slept in two days

‘Cause cold nostalgia

Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight

I’ll sit on the front porch all night

Waist-deep in thought because

When I think of you I don’t feel so alone

I don’t feel so alone, I don’t feel so alone

As many times as I blink

I’ll think of you tonight

I’ll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter

And heavy wings grow lighter

I’ll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I’ll forget the world that I knew

But I swear I won’t forget you

Oh, if my voice could reach

Back through the past

I’d whisper in your ear

Oh darling, I wish you were here

learn from bottom

when you wish to do something ,

do you really have confident in what you do?

scared of being criticizes?

scared to go the wrong way?

scared of failing?

scared of what else??

if you never try to do it

then forever you will neither change nor learn how to improve

that's what i learn from someone recently

i have always wanted to brush up everything that i wish to learn

but it is hard for me

and yet , i will never give up as i don't want to die in the war

war is always there and wont stop

you have two choices which is either die or stay alive

therefore , i choose to stay alive

from what i heard , learning to stand still

learning to be hard

learning to be strong

learning to get everything

learning to get it alone?

pendant

Interested in collecting pendant from tiffany&co product
is attracting and just as what consumer need and want

apple pendant

ribbon pendant

open heart pendant

snowflake pendant

key heart pendant

apple , switch , MACBOOK PRO

Currently i'm addicted to APPLE stuff

for example , when order a drink , apple juice is the first choice came into my mind

what pendant shape is suitable for a necklace , an apple pendant comes

what key chain is suitable for a key , an apple key chain is the answer

what should be hang on the phone , an apple accessory

what laptop should be the best choice , a MAC BOOK PRO is the best choice

MYSTERY

These few days seems like a lot of things happen

is just that i don't really know how to write 

that's why i'm not updating my blog

and if i did , is just like s**t

well , here comes the mystery case

everyone was wondering who was the apple that i always mention

means the one who is in relationship with me

ohh well, he's just an ordinary boy

erm, someone who i know in form 5

had relationship with him before but ended for almost half year

and now is in relation with him again

so, now i think you could guess who is him?

yesterday was a horrible night but also can consider as happy

there's someone who pass by my condo

is not just passing by , he also tries to open up the lock

it really scare me a lot

is not the first time

last time i did see this fella before 

after yesterday, sim told me that she also saw it before

who was the fella??

what he is trying to do??

he just dash off and walked to the stairs.

sad but excited

I know how's the feel when you did something and suddenly it has gone

yesterday when i have the feel to finish up my management's assignment
suddenly , i found that my management assignment is lost
totally stun *ishh*
luckily can finish up before the next day
thanks to jason

at night, there are some cute donuts as dessert
:D

blackie

the mini donuts

watched movie in the evening at 4pm

NIGHTMARE . sorry miko that cannot make it to watch with u

perhaps, others movie??

a week term break

a week of term break is gone

and there goes my assignment

at last i finish one of it yesterday

another one is almost finish cause what i need is my text book

can finish up when i'm in penang later

felt happy bout it

thanks to jason , adriann , seng hoo and tony =D

anyways , just wanted to say that i felt happy during my term break

i really enjoy every moment with you people especially APPLE

i wish my time could last longer here but i also miss my penang life

can live in a house without tv

wind blow to replace the hot weather

silent can relax my mind

too bad is that i can't online

really enjoy to go out with my sis
lepak in pm , go hang out
don't really know why i am treating her that good 

iron man 2

watch iron man last night 

bro helped me to buy 11.30pm

enjoy the movie with you ♥

pameranian dogs ♥

started to love pameranian dogs ♥

IP MAN

at last watched IP MAN 2

watched with chunleong , miko and boonlok

felt exciting during the movie is on 

scared miko a lot *iloveit*

IP MAN 2 was about how he protect the chinese kungfu from being tease

IP MAN 1 is more touching than IP MAN 2

it was the story about how he go through his life against the JAPANESE

ACCURATE 2010 HOROSCOPE

ARIES - The Aggressive

Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny.. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an aries.  Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be 'Right'. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours.  Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world. 

TAURUS - The Tramp

Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships.  Likes to give a good fight.  Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention.  Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy.  One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!

GEMINI - The Twin

Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very Good at confusing people... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Geminis will not take any crap from anyone. Geminis like to tell people what they should do and get offended easily.  They are great at losing things and are forgetful.  Geminis can be very sarcastic and childish at times and are very nosey.  Trustworthy. Always happy. VERY Loud. Talkative. Outgoing. VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 

CANCER - The Beauty

MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. A Cancer's Love is one of a kind.. Very romantic.. Most caring person you will ever meet in your life.  Entirely creative Person, most are artists and insane, respectfully speaking. They perfected sex and do it often.  Extremely random. An Ultimate Freak. Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party.  Most Cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever.  Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare. Spontaneous.  Not a Fighter, But will kick your ass good if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to!

LEO - The Lion

Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A Leo's problem becomes everyone's problem.  Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun.. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing.  Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 

VIRGO - The One that Waits

Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover.  Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything..  They think they know everything and usually do.  Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect.  They do not forgive and never forget. The one and only.

LIBRA - The Lame One

Nice to everyone they meet. Their love is one of a kind. Silly, funnyand sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with...you might end up crying. Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent.  Faithful friends to the end.  Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side.  Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Very creative.  A hopeless romantic. 

SCORPIO - The Addict

EXTREMELY adorable.  Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once.  Loves to be pampered.  Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want..  Attractive.  Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme.  Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it!  Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers. Can be a good friend but if is disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring.

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One

Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found.. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time.  Loses patience easily and will not take crap.  If in a bad mood stay FAR away.  Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever.  Loves deeply but at times will not show it, feels it is a sign of weakness.  Has many fears but will not show it.  VERY private person.  Defends loved ones with all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover

Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some.  Lazy and love to take it easy. But when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it.  Proud, understanding and sweet.

Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs especially Gemini's in sports.  Likes to cook but would rather go out to eat at good restaurants.

Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.

AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water

Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind, loves being in long-term relationships. Can be clumsy at times but tries hard.  Will take on any project.  Proud of themselves in whatever they do..  Messy and unorganized. Procrastinators.  Great lovers, when they're not sleeping.  Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more than their family.  Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story.  Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter but will Knock your lights out.

PISCES - The Partner for Life

Caring and kind. Smart. Likes to be the center of attention. Very organized.  High appeal to opposite sex.  Likes to have the last word. Good to find, but hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers.  Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily.  VERY caring. They always try to do the right thing and sometimes gets the short end of the stick.  They sometimes get used by others and get hurt because of their trusting.   Extremely weird but in a good way. Good sense of humor!!! Thoughtful. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to other but needs to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be. 

having sem break

sem break will start from today

plans of going out will be arrange??

i don't think so cause i just feel like staying at home and take my rest

wanted to wake myself up from reality

wake myself up from playing

control myself from being stubborn

trying to make all the plan to go smooth

wishing that all these could be done well

*i knew that you'll always bless me although u're not here*

Happy Birthday SIN QUEK

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SIN QUEK =D

although i don't know well or close to you

but just to wish you happy birthday 

and thanks for ur cake <3

wish you enjoy ur day

after hair cut

long hair <3

after cut . short

small creature <3

simsim <3

miko <3

meimei <3

some say looks like aunty

some say suit me after cutting

some scold me for being stupid

some asked me not to regret

what i wanted to say was , currently i won't regret =D