Friday, March 30, 2012

Story of a girl where there is no conclusion

There is a girl who don't really know how to social much. In her mind, she thinks that at least there is someone around her is more than enough. She won't ask for more than that. All she want is just a true friend to treat her well. Here goes her luck when she was educating in higher level, she met a girl and treat her well. They go through everything and even share their heart words sometimes.

The friend of hers brought her out from her world. She taught her how to socialize with people and introduce a lot of friends to her. Then slowly she was closed with a bunch of 'smarties'. They went out and played together all the time. As time pass, she gets close to one of the guy in the bunch of 'smarties'. He leaded the path to her and always make her feel secure. What he does to catch this girl's attention is be himself. When he is being himself, she will look at him for no reason but don't dare to talk to him.

After weeks they get closer, the guy started to talk to her. Everyday, they talk like nobody's business. In the world, there's just between both of them in the conversation. One day, the guy make himself brave and not to miss a chance to tell her that he likes her. The girl went stun and didn't know what to say because she do feel the same but what was in this girl's mind is that she does not want to lose a friend like him when she saw all her friends get into couple and break up at last then they are not friend anymore. She never say a word about his sentence and just gave him a smile. They never even make themselves feel awkward and be like how they use to be for the previous moment. Both of them feel happy in that kind of status.

After months, something happen on a day. He got into trouble and she was there also. She feel herself useless and not worth to get his love and concern anymore because when he was down, she never stay besides him to comfort him. Although he told her that is alright but things does not went right. After that day, they stop texting like how they use to be. The girl did not know what is going on and feel like giving him a text but she never did till the end of the day. Day by day, she was waiting for his text but he never text her. One day, she attended a party with her close friend and she found out the reason why she never get his text for so long. She saw that there is another girl texting with him, at that moment her heart fall into pieces, tears are going to burst but she did not want her close friend to know about it so she acted like nothing happen. Trying to make herself to forget about him and be like normal friend is the tough part for her. The moments of his will just flash out in sudden but she act like nothing. She use to get happy when she's bored and this no longer will happen anymore. She just sat and keep quiet like there is no one around in her world anymore.