Siblings is better than anyone else

Siblings sometime means the blood that flow in each other body is the same type and it also may not be the same type. No matter what happen, once they are siblings then forever it will be. It is a fact that cannot be change. Through these years, we fight and hate each other before last time but for now everything had changed. We care for each other and share out our stories because we are not able to meet each other everyday like what we did last time. 

Last time, we hate each other cause we feel annoy no matter what we did. We never have the same mind because what you see and think is keep on turning and turning. We will never agree on what we did. We won't share secret because you will say that each other mind has different thinking. For now, is totally different. We tell each other our heart words. We tolerate well. We go out together, accompany each other and enjoy the moment. Well well well, i'm happy that i can be your listener but i'm sorry that i'm helpless. I wish to make a decision for you but the decision is always in your own hand. No matter what i tell you, at the end you have to choose your own path. After your stories, I wish that you can take my advice and move forward. When you told me about your story, my heart do feels hurt also but i don't wanna cry it out because i want to cheer you up and make you forget the tears that will fall.

Remember, siblings are always siblings. If you have anything up, you can come to me. I will always be your listener and be there for you whenever you need me. I love you, sis <3

I love to stay in the crowd

Well, currently I prefer to stay in the crowd better then just both of us. When we are in the crowd, there is more laughter, more happy, more sharing, and everyone get close to each other. Being in two person life is not to say suffer but i felt that the world will be only both of us and it kills my life. Only two, not much topic will be in the conversation, less things to know about outside, sharing of information is not much and hard to help each other when both does not know what to do. Unfortunately, I finds out that being in a crowd can get more caring, more joyful, more laughter, more sharing, and more stuff. However, I can't tell you this straight forward cause I know you will give me excuses when you don't want to be more than us. 

Sometimes, i do really want to tell you that I wanted to be alone with my friends but I won't really know what you will answer me. People asked me, will you leave your boyfriend behind and just us for the game? I will always say no because I don't want him to be alone. When i heard that there's not much friend around him, how do you expect i leave him aside and join you guys? So, i don't really know what to do.

Story about a girl

Here is a story about a girl who always think about it and it really appear in her dream but she doesn't know whether it will happen in her real life or not.


The situation starts with a few guys and girls . They are going for a trip in a place. The guys are the artist? Can't really remember their faces *as usual, I can't recognize people faces in my dream* In the trip, I can see that Kitty smile in every moment which means she enjoy herself in there. At night time, everyone slept in the same room. Some did not sleep as they we watching movie in the laptop but some slept. When Kitty was sleeping with them, suddenly the guy that she admire hug her and she did not reject his hug as he just place his hand on the waist just like opening his arms wide. At that moment, she felt happy and she continues to sleep till the next day. The next morning, everyone wakes up and the guy act like nothing. There Kitty never think of telling him about that. She ain't happy when it turns to afternoon because it reach the end of the trip. Suddenly, the sky changed and it rains heavily. They ran to a house for shelter and prevent from getting wet. The guy that she admire, hug and protect another girl. Kitty feels sad but she did not do anything. She just looked at them. Kitty ran back to one of the shop and bought an umbrella for both of them. The guy insist to take the umbrella and pushed Kitty away. She feels hurt and at that time, another Hello came and give her his hand to raise her up. Kitty thanked him. From the moment, Kitty was looking at the back of her admirer and did nothing but with tears on her face. Hello was a guy who admire her.


Dear readers, i have no idea why this story came to my mind and i just want to write it out. Sorry when the sentence is all upside down. Never really arrange them properly. Thanks for reading.

Caring

From my own experience in this 19 years, i feel that the one who is close to you will not care you as much as a stranger. Thanks for those who concern about me when i fall sick yesterday. I can see that who cares me and who is not. Even today, a person who i knows one day and more also notice that i'm sick. Sometimes, i really disappointed to people who i wish to care me much but they did not.


If i had a chance to choose, i will rather to be with no one so i can get more cares from others. When someone is in relationship with you, there will be higher expectation on concern from them. If they cannot do so, i think is better not to be with them at all. Be close friends is better den in relationship.


Yesterday i was sick and thanks to Adriann who take care of me the whole day. Never be wrong to be with you? we will see about that soon (:

My last week of October

During the last week of my October, i do make it fun and full with so call activities? Going out with those friends that really makes me happy and when i'm with them, i always put a smile on my face. I never even think of my assignments or test or any problems. That was the actual way i want my life to be. When study den i'll put my effort and full attention on it but when comes to enjoy, i will play hard till i don't even know what is my own name. Mixing with random friends is quite happy because they used to jokes around when the first time you met them and unlike those who you always met and sit together , look around and look at each other only. That kind of life is bored. NO TOPICS, NO CONVERSATION, NO INTEREST at all. Well, i hope that kind of days will appear more in my life although there are a lot of tough problems i have to stand for. 


p/s: Wish that i can really help out with your problems and i can be myself after that but now i'll stand for anything.

Communication is important

I find out that the way you communicate with others really stand a problem for you. You always told me that you cannot get a new member and now i know why. You choose people to be a new member in your life instead of making friends with others. The way you talk to them, is not the way you want to be friends with them. What i feel was, you just talk and go . That's all you want? You have to really talk properly with people and tell them what in a polite way? Is that really hard for you to do so ?