What is love?

Dear bloggie,

There is a question that wonder in my mind for a very long time, "What is love and who is to be love and how does love feel?". I can't answer myself for this question because it makes me confuse all the time and it always make things went wrong. I was asked by someone for once, "Who do you love the most?" , "Do you still love someone?", i was thinking what is love and how should i answer this question. Until now, i'm hanging around since i don't know what does that mean. Am i being with someone just because of responsibility or it was a true love? I wish there is someone who clear me up with this cause i really don't like it hanging around me anymore. I wanted to move forward but just because i don't know the answer for this, i can't do anything and stuck over there. Goshh!!

Memories in life

Dear bloggie, 

Last week i got a job in Ipoh for IT Fair. I'm happy to work cause i can earn some salary by my own without asking from my parents. That's the best part, since i can spend the money that i earn without feeling heartache for spending the money that my parents gave me. It was awesome to work freely because the person in charge is not too strict or anything and i don't really have the potential to direct sell products to people.

Not to forget that i went to EuroFun Fair with my buddy, Kelly, Sister, Boyfie and love Des. It was awesome in the fun park but it also cost a lot. The price per game is almost RM10 per person so we just manage to spend for a game and others on those throwing for puppets game.

During working time

The stupid Desmond, trying to act like he's in other country

The Wheel :D

The game that we played.

Love Des :D

The thing that we won and used RM60 for it

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Yesterday was SuperHero Fiesta party in college held by INTIMA. It was my first time to join this kind of party in my college life. Although it was nothing special but it recall my memory in Secondary moment where i used to join all parties held by society. It was like fun for a bunch of friends to play and enjoy other than hanging around with alcohol. Really thanks to Kelly cause she made me join the party and makes me feel the real thing that i really need to feel in my college moment.

Get away from the party and capture it alone

The end of the party where people said PARTY STARTED

The guy that can make great beatbox and i just admire the beatbox!

The hanging moment

Dear blogger, 

There is always a moment where you will be hanging in the middle and don't know how to make decision. At this moment, you will be easily influence by others especially when others are in the same situation with you and you can see the optimistic outcome of the decision that they make then you will feel like follow their decision will make things right. The answer is actually wrong. Different people has different level of patients. Is just the matter of whether how you control and use up to the limit. I bared with the limits for quite some time and I finally realize where my limit stands. This was the first time I feel like getting out from that group. I just feel that I bear enough of what I should bear with. Although I do not dare to voice out but it doesn't mean that I'm ok with it. If it happens once or twice, I still can move on with it but is just getting more pessimistic. My anger is there, I can't control it and all I need it to be alone. I wanna stay alone and make my mind empty before my patients hit the limit. Hope that I can clear everything up and restart to the base of my limit and not to the top