surprise from bie

I felt happy today . Bie gave me a surprise . Last night , he kept on ask me to online at 1.30pm in imax . Den dis morning , he kept on remind me to go to imax at 1.30pm but i went to imax at 1.45pm plus . Rush to parade after finish helping in the workshop . Gave back ccy her clothes n went to toilet to change my shirt . Ran to imax to online cause i'm late dee . When i'm at the counter there asking for a place , sinwai stand beside me . I was like whee , someone can accompany me . Later on he bring me to my place which is 47 . Suddenly , bie stand behind me . I was so happy because he told me dat his mom don't allow him to go out unless he take his undang exam n after trial exam . When i heard dat i felt sad but when i saw him today i was happy . Dont feel like letting him go when i hug him . iloveyou , bie . After dat went to kbox wit sinwai n his girl n friends . When i hug him , suddenly i cry but i didn't let them know . I don't really know why i cry but i know there's something dat i'm not happy with or i think back bout something else . Anyways , i'm really happy today n i wish the day wont end . I can felt dat i love him very much when i'm with him in parade today but when i went home n chat wit him bout something , i felt dat i dont really know how to handle our relation . Should i ask him more questions or just wait him tell me everything dat i wouldn't know .

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i miss him now

i wish the moment would stop when we're together

i don't wish to lose him