My heart breaks

I get some information and update myself about you. It seems like you're hiding a lot from me. If i never ask for those information, i bet you will never tell me. You told me a lot of things that i would be happy but was it all the fact or lies? Well, i bet i would not know about it until i dies. Trying to respect you so that you will become a man. That's the reason why i always don't tell you what you should do because i wish you could know what you should do but it ends up you did nothing. What is all these about? I feel like i'm doing the opposite things. The things you should do, turn up i did that. This is not what i want. What i want is someone who can really share my problems and help me to set up everything instead of setting it up myself. I don't think that i can stand for this anymore. When i really need you, you're not trying your best to appear. You're just answering my question on why i need you. My management and marketing results will be distracted by this problem. I wish it wouldn't make me fail . You're not the guy who can keeps my heart with you always, you're just keep it for temporary < / 3