Talk over

My blog had been abandon by me for few weeks.Currently nothing much to talk about but these few days i felt happy and appreciate every moment with everyone especially Jason. You had brighten up my days and colour my life but i did the opposite to you. Turn your blue sky to dark sky and make your life colourless. Sorry for that cause i never been honest right in front of you until the day change to night but currently i did change it. Trying to control my emotion and tell you what is happening, can see that you kinda satisfied with the changes.

My gosh! My face is getting more dry and the mask or cream does not really apply effect on my face. I think is time to change my timetable. Sleep early and wake up early. Will this reduce my skin dryness? There are pimples and 'dot dot oil' on my face =( Girls told me that is a symptom of being mature and growing up. Young pimples? I scare my face would turn into red which means full of pimples and dirty. Will it be very oily? YIII ! 

Is time to start studying since final is around the corner. All test 2 is gonna start and end from this coming 2 weeks. I wish i could handle all my subject but i just have confident towards my account and maths. Law subject still can cope with if i study hard. I'm worry about my micro economy. I don't understand anything inside there and i need a text book. Can i borrow it from kelly? but she needs to study too. Csc to me, i will meet them again next sem. Gonna get scold by parents *most probably*

Currently everyone get sick easily. Melvin was the first one, followed by Thinesh, Leon, Xiio Tong, me and dear. Can't imagine that i can't take care of patients well and make myself sick too. Everyone get sick cause of the house is full of dust or the environment keeps hot and cold? Well, trying to clean the house everyday if i'm free to do so but sometimes i do will get fed up to clean it, sometimes do enjoy doing it. Wish that everyone will do their part to keep it clean or do extra chores? Doing something extra will not let you lose anything right?

Teamwork and knowledge is really needed for assignment or doing something together. If you never do your part or never help out others, do you think is will create a great team or there will be good results in the end? Will this team still continue or it will be break down? Sometimes, there's argument between everyone of us just because of assignments or make decisions. No matter what argument or disagree/dislike that we will face, it will be solve. If there's not argument, no one will change to be perfect? There is no totally perfect people in the world. There is always a gap for us to learn and improve to a better one.

I hope some of you understand. Not to say don't want to call you guys along or i want to leave you guys. I just have to control myself sometimes so that i won't play too much and spend some time to my studies. Parents send me here for two reason: fulfill my wish and wants to see good results. Yeah, i do feel happy when i get along with you guys, play and get crazy but there is always a STOP for everything. Should we take few hours to put in our study and then only continue with what we want to do so that our parents won't feel upset when we show them what is not suppose to be? Parents always give the best to us and try their best to give everything that we want. So i think we should not make them feel disappointed and upset.