Well, currently I prefer to stay in the crowd better then just both of us. When we are in the crowd, there is more laughter, more happy, more sharing, and everyone get close to each other. Being in two person life is not to say suffer but i felt that the world will be only both of us and it kills my life. Only two, not much topic will be in the conversation, less things to know about outside, sharing of information is not much and hard to help each other when both does not know what to do. Unfortunately, I finds out that being in a crowd can get more caring, more joyful, more laughter, more sharing, and more stuff. However, I can't tell you this straight forward cause I know you will give me excuses when you don't want to be more than us.
Sometimes, i do really want to tell you that I wanted to be alone with my friends but I won't really know what you will answer me. People asked me, will you leave your boyfriend behind and just us for the game? I will always say no because I don't want him to be alone. When i heard that there's not much friend around him, how do you expect i leave him aside and join you guys? So, i don't really know what to do.
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