I should know my leverage

I'm not born rich but i'm not bored totally poor. My family will try to support my decision and there are a lot of things hidden behind which i don't really know and they do not want me to know about me. The last decision that i had made is to study in Penang which carries costly tuition fee that i do not know anything about it. I thought it was an easy job for them to take out the amount of money for me to study but in the end, what i expected is not real and what i saw and been gone through is tough.

When i finally complete my diploma, the one i wish to attend my convocation with me is THEM. The wish was not granted till now and i just can't find out the reason. All i can do is cry with problems going around my head. It makes me felt that i'm a troublesome person in the world. My wish will not be granted because i'm not born from a wealthy family which my family can afford everything but i'm glad that they grant my first wish which is study in Penang. So for my further study to complete my degree, i had to earn hard to do it myself because i can't rely on them anymore. They ain't gonna hold and support me forever and is time for them to leave me alone to support myself. It will going to be a tough path but what i can do is go through it and no complains because i'm the one who choose this path. There will be no return anymore from the day i had decide.

Thanks for those who always lead and guide me. Will be independent and not relying on you guys anymore. Eventhough i'll fall but i believe that i'll stand back by myself. I'm ready to accept this tough path.