There is always a moment where you will be hanging in the middle and don't know how to make decision. At this moment, you will be easily influence by others especially when others are in the same situation with you and you can see the optimistic outcome of the decision that they make then you will feel like follow their decision will make things right. The answer is actually wrong. Different people has different level of patients. Is just the matter of whether how you control and use up to the limit. I bared with the limits for quite some time and I finally realize where my limit stands. This was the first time I feel like getting out from that group. I just feel that I bear enough of what I should bear with. Although I do not dare to voice out but it doesn't mean that I'm ok with it. If it happens once or twice, I still can move on with it but is just getting more pessimistic. My anger is there, I can't control it and all I need it to be alone. I wanna stay alone and make my mind empty before my patients hit the limit. Hope that I can clear everything up and restart to the base of my limit and not to the top
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