Long term break. Start to feel bored nowadays. If for last time, i'm dying to go back to Penang cause i can be with him but now i just don't have the feeling. Use to it never text with u in the afternoon and just greeting each other good morning and good night. Nothing much to talk about as he seems to be busy all the while. How i wish time could change. I wish time could turn back but all these was just a dream. No matter what had happen, is all the past and nothing can be turn back. There's no hope to turn back to the future. Awhh. Hmm, i felt that this is not a best time for me to create a relationship with anyone cause i don't think i can handle it well. Just know that if he was my boy, i hope he won't do something that will make me unhappy and know what i am thinking all the time. It's been time we are trying to settle down this problem but everytime when comes to an end, you will change your mind. I don't know is it cause someone told u something then only you change your mind? Well, i won't do anything stupid as i'm not that childish at all. I still know how to think but is just that i can't accept the fact and need time to let go. That's it but now you never say anything so i just forget about it and always give reason to what u do. As people said, if u love someone then no matter what they do, you will always give excuses to yourself to trust them.
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